Why Bitch?
Well for a start my temper has been soaring and I dont seem to like a lot of things happening around me. Not being able to motivate myself to start working again is one of them. I feel cheated by myself. I feel that I have ceased to be the person that I was and that I loved. What led to it? Umm lots of things. Break ups for a start. One of them was legendarily damaging, Bad career choices, and moving again and again. YES packing my bags and moving overnight. I hate the escapist in me. I am trying to work on the scared-confused-insecure-angry little bitch part. I hope to succeed sometime real soon before that becomes my permanent identity.
Background Check:
After staying away from home for four years and after pursuing education, parties and travelling with complete dedication I have come back home. Its been 9 months and I already feel like I am nearing my end. Believe me! This is not how I envisioned by early twenties. But then again- what's life all planned.
So now, at 23 I am at home full time. Left my job a couple of months back to go back again to London for a short trip which was cut shorter.(That needs a separate post altogether) For now, I finally have a plan in mind. I have made up my mind that I will start afresh in life. Both personally and professionally.
The plan says :
- Get a Job
- Get a House
- Get a Life. :-)
Sounds simple at least as a list. But lets see how I go about doing it.
I hope I stick around on this blog for a long enough time to at least accomplish this list.
Love
Me :-)
